CUE MUSIC: IT'S ME
BADBITS:
I've felt this feeling before
let me think, where could it have been
No it wasn't a rape or assault
or even, an ugly scene
On the tip of my tongue but I just can't recall
all the feelings I felt or the shame of it all
so you'd best carry on, when we get to the end
I will no doubt reflect on the message you send
and remember the days when
there wasn't this haze in my mind
Well your feelings are good
there's no doubt about that in my mind
But this other emotion is bothering me
the one that I can't seem to find
But it's coming real soon as you walk out the door
It's abandonment, yes! - And it's happened before!
and I felt it when dad died though he was quite bad
I felt it when mum died and I got real sad
and I felt it when He went - I felt it when She went
I've felt this way for each friend I recall
and I'm feeling it now as you walk down the hall
and it's hurting so bad I curl up in a ball
and start shrinking away till I'm nothing at all in my mind
MELLISA:
But wait, what is this, I think I've remembered
The last time that I felt this way, I survived
There was somebody there, and though they were remote
Oh I wish they'd thought on to leave me a note
Saying just who they were and where they could be found
Oh I'm getting it now and wow, is this profound!
It was me!
In the back of my mind there's a part of me knows
that I am still here, no matter who goes
that I'm willing and able to pull myself through
I'm more willing and able than someone like you
I can kick my own arse, drag my butt off the floor
I can do it again 'cos I've done it before
It's Me!
In the back of my mind there's a part of me knows
that I'm always here, no matter who goes
that I'm willing and able to pull myself through
far more willing and able than someone like you
'cos I kick my own arse, drag my butt off the floor
I can do it again 'cos I've done it before
It's Me!
It's Me!
It's Me!
It's Me!